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You are Bella Donna.


Which Stevie Nicks album are you?
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People didn't think you could make it on your own,
but look at you now. You are a LEGEND. You were
even nominated for a Grammy. Yay for you.


Which Stevie Nicks song are you?
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The Land Of Nod

The cool, cool, rain washed gently over her fevered soul, cleansing past transgressions, and washing away all the remorse of ancient follies, and as the clouds hurriedly parted the midnight sky, the Moon, Full, and glowing silver light shown through the trees of ancient Nod and her dance of joy began around the roaring fire set ablaze with a flick of the wrist.

I am not sure where this is comming from folks....just felt a need to post it....

Who are the People of Nod?
Did they exist outside Eden?
Were they destoryed by the Flood?
And are these People not spoken of in detail in the bible for a reason?

The land of Nod is mentioned in Genesis and I am not sure what chapter and verse, but I have always wondered who were these people? Did they in fact exist? And why is Christianity and salvation only 2,000 years old?

Tell Me What YOU think....

My husband is a TV junkie and I well.. I can live with out it to a certain extent. I do have my favorites such Star Trek The Next Generation, The Lawerance Welk Show, Hee Haw, The Dukes of Hazzard, and Saturday Night Live....Movies have to have a certain appeal to hold my attention and there are very few out there that I cannot figure out within the first 15 minutes... 30 tops.... Some of my all time favorites are "Last of The Dogmen", "Titanic", Anything with John Wayne, All of the Lord of the Ring Movies, "What Lies Beneath", "Independance Day" and "Almost Famous"... There are others I enjoy but would not categorize as favorites.... My point in all of this is that my husband if very good at TV trivia and naming actors and actress'.... I am not.... But we got into a debate whether or not the guy that played Data(Brent Spiner) on Star Trek was the same guy that played the eccentric Dr./scientist on Independence Day..... Well guess what..... I won... I got online and looked it up and have mercy on me I was right!!!! Tee HEE... Score one for Team Re- Re'!!!!

Well, I added some new things today folks....

I put up a Moon Phases thingy and added my friend Tonya's Pampered Chef site.... Yes you can order online through me.... I think...
Also re -added Todd's band site... They are an awesome band out of New York and really Rock.... The band is caled Zero To 60 or Z260 for short. Click on the links and enjoy... They listed under the outside links tab to your right... Just scroll down and Viola' ...Smooches....
Re'

Today was a "beautimus" day.

The sun was peaked out under the clouds enough to make it warm and pleasant enough to get out doors and do the spring cleaning. We raked leaves, mowed the overgrown clover growing in our backyard, picked up twigs and branches and bits of trash, trimed the narrow spots with the weed eater, cleaned out the flower beds, and cleaned off the front porch and put the tikki torches out. I must say we had a busy, productive, but tiring day. Just as the dusk was approaching a thunderstorm was moving in from the North and it grew dark very quickly. I lit the torches and sat on the porch waiting for the storm... It was a very small one and breif for the most part in our area, but the light show that followed afterward as it moved to the South was extrodinary. I laid back and just watched the lightning and the clouds move across the sky with an unchoregraphed graceful dance.... I felt totally relaxed and in tune with everything around me... I felt it was a befitting end to a glorious day....

Re'

Here are two poems I wrote during my lunch break today....Hope you enjoy...

For naught of my dreams,
For naught of my hopes,
For naught of my loves....


Drawn from an
Ancient breath
From this place
I dance a dance
Of mortal woe...
Wrought with a memory
Of middle earth and its foes
Where truth became legend
And legend became myth...
So the creatures of the land
Forgot of wars to come
And lived as though
Forever was not but a dream...
Until the Fires of Mordor
Escaped through the eye,
And the Ring spoke once more...

Renee H 3/16/04




Within the deepest night
She seeks the solace of the moon
Dancing with fairytales,
Flying amoung dragons...
Her spirit wans as
The sands of time glide
Pass and the days grow long
Leaving less Time of the Moon,
And all trespasses
Upon her sanity take
Refuge withing the dark shadows
Of her mind...
Binding her to this world alone...

And Out of the mist a song arouse
Lamenting of her woes... Fills the
Night, consoling her tortured heart....
And with a new vengencence
She rises up withing herself
Calling upon the earth,
Calling upon the fire,
Calling upon her beloved Moon...

And as the winds take flight
Across the land she raises her
Hands, shouts to her moon and
Gives it all to the wind...

No longer Forlorn....


Renee H...3/16/04

Well, It was back to work for me today and guess what... I didn't miss it....I hate my job...I really really do...and yes I am doing something about it... I am still going back to school... I picked up my financial forms and catalog today. Next month on one of my days off I am going back to see a counsler. I need to figure out a way to go full time.... I just dont know how yet....

Not much else is going on... I have a really bad headache and I am going to crash... catch up to ya'll later....

Lots of Love
Re

I don't fully undersand.... or know what I was put on this earth to accomplish, but I hope that in some way the things I say, I write... mean something to someone out there and maybe... just maybe someone find some solace... and peace...

Ronnie,

These poems are for you.. They are not meant to be sad, but healing and its the best I can offer to you across the miles my dear friend and I hope they help... even if it is only a little....



Kiss me gently my dear friend,
For we know not when our eyes
Shall shine upon each other again.
Tis' no worry for my passing
Merely a dance from one element of
Life unto another...

Kiss me gently my dear friend
For I must go, I must journey
Onward to another space in time
Fullfilling this life's quest and
Making peace with my God....

Kiss me gently thrice my friend,
For it is a holy number
For the goddess of the moon
And I am blessed to have been
Wrapped up in the arm's of Life's Breath...

Kiss me gently good-bye
Carry me in your heart
For I will never truly die
As long as I dwell within there...

Kiss me gently....





Sorrow's blade doth
Cut long and hard, and deep
Just as winter's breath
Expelling across a dorminant lands
And the blade will fest away from
Unbleeding wounds
For time to sauter closed....
The depth of a loss
Never goes unbidden by
The bearer of sorrow and
Time is a friend indeed
Allowing the pain of loss
To fade and the emptiness fill
With memories fond...
Of your love... Your friend...
Mourn, not long... But Mourn Indeed
And allow me to pass....

Renee H
3/11/04

Gathering of Spirits

A solemn lady waits
Visions spinning under
The power of a blue globe of glass
Dancing at her feet...

But wistful was she
For the times that have passed...

Tomorrow was but a dream
Veiled by long haunting shadows...
And the softness of night
Crept upon her door

------A Night Wind----

Gathering creatures of the night
Lonesome spirits out on the hold
Playing in dark shadows...

Escaping with the lady to her forest
Her only reprieve...
A lonely gypsy, dancing... Seeking
Solace in a modern world
Searching for Times that have passed...
Persuasive are the dreams
Carried on the wings of the night wind

Listen to the call of the Moon
It is her
Calling for you....

Re'
3/4/04

Hmmmm the posting screen on blog has changed again.... I get so confused....LOL

Well, I worked 12 hours today and I am feeling pretty good about myself...Maybe for once I wont have to work on a saturday and I can sleep late and do nothing ... I can hardly wait... Yeeeeeehawwwww...
pretty busy around here getting the kids ready for their spring break trips and all... I will hopefully post some new poems soon... I had a dry spell there for a while but the creative juices got to flowing again.... Yeah !!!

I will catch up later...

re'

Well, folks it seems sometimes I get so busy that when the time comes to blogg... my mind goes blank, or I cannot organize my thoughts well enough to write anything worth reading. So tonight I shall ramble away about anything and everything....

My 14 yr old step son is going on a camping trip in the moutains in Colorado with his boy scout troup the week of spring break. So, he needed a pair of waterproof ski pants and hiking boots..... Well, I was fretting over this because I was afraid I was not going to have the money to purchase these items because they can be quite costly. The trip was of no expense to us because he raised half of the money for the trip through pop corn sales and then local business men donated scholarships for boys that needed a little help, which I am very grateful to these men. I think this will be a wonderful and fun experience for him.... but i am getting away from my orginial point...

Anyway, me and the kids headed to a nearbly Goodwill to try and seek out these items and I was a little dissappointed when I first went in and there were was not any hiking boots and at first no ski suits. So, I started browsing the women's plus size section and found me three very nice dresses AND a very nice heavy WOOL designer winter dress coat... The coat was only a DOLLAR... I could hardly believe my eyes... I have gone without a good winter coat for several years now and was so pleased to find this one. Well, as I made my way to the end of the aisle... what to my wandering eyes did appear???? But a rack with 3 ski suits hanging from them... YEAH !!! Now these were women ski suits and I got worried he would not want one since it was in the ladies section but there was a neon blue one he liked and tried it on and it fit!!! yeah!!!! we found a down filled vest to match and the whole ensemble cost......only..... 6.99 Yeah!!! .... So, we head to Wal-Mart to buy groceries and while there we find a fairly nice pair of hiking boots on clearance for on 12.84,,,,, TRIPLE YEAH.... I felt extemely blessd to find what ne needed and did not have to spend a fortune...

Aimless Ramble Number 469

About Saturday.....
I had a really good time with Allen and Jenny on our excursion to Dallas... We were first attacked by birds at a McDonalds' parking lot after a portion of our fries somehow mysteriously ended up spilling when Jenny openned the door of the car to get back in.....I was scared... I hate birds... NASTY BASTARDS....
I got us lost in the Ghetto... which was not good.... Kinda scary too... but I will take the Ghetto over Nasty birds anyday... unless of course there are gangs, shootings, murder and mayhem.....
I really enjoy my outings with them though.. I think we are forging a union of not only great minds but great people... LOVE TO YOU GUYS...

We also can hardly wait to have Ronnie join us for the Mac concert.... I am sure one of us will end up either A) In the hospital B) Mental Insitute C) In Jail or D) All of the Above.... LOL

I am sure it is going to be that much fun!!!

till tomorrow..

RE'

real busy... project due monday for the kids... didn't tell me until today.....will post tomorrow.. love to all

I CAN'T WAIT

Saturday I am going shopping with my trusty side-kick, Allen and I am so ready for a day of fun and comic relief provided soley by the twisted sense of humors Allen and I have the pleasure of owning....

I hope you all liked my post from Yesterday.... I know I did....."go me" lol

I am genius ....
Kiss thou which art holy...

Namely ME!!!! lol

I am ready for spring... I am sick and tried of dead grass, dead trees, and mudd... I want green, green, green and more fucking green... blue skies, sunshine and pretty flowers all in a row...

till then.. TA'
Re

Being the proverberial Smart Ass that I am.... This is for you Allen....



NEW.....


there I posted something new....Ha ha ha... Snort... Gufaw... Gasp.... Snort.... Chuckle.....

Gawd I am gooooooooooooooooddddddddddddd.......

NOTHING BETTER TO DO


I have been pondering what to post for a few days. Something new, something interesting, something different. So, I have created my wish list. It is intended for fun and for my own pleasure. I hope you enjoy reading it.


My Wish List

1.) Magickally lose weight
2.) Make a living doing something I enjoy
3.) Meet Stevie Nicks and all of FM
4.) Live out my dreams
5.) A whole weekend alone in my house with no husband and no kids

Now for a more material list

1.) Tango In the Night CD
2.) Fleetwood Mac (white CD)
3.) Rumors
4.) Mirage
5.) Behind The Mask
6.) Tickets to the June 16th FM concert
7.) All three of the re-releases coming out March 23rd by FM
8.) Complete works of Led Zeppelin
9.) Live at the Red Rocks (Stevie Nicks)
10.) The complete videos of Stevie Nicks
11.) Fleetwood Mac's The Dance on DVD
12.) Some new nice clothes
13.) A nice vacation
14.) Extra Money
15.) A complete true unabridged version of the Lord Of the Rings Series(books)
16.) One day in my life without a headache….
17.) Insulation for My house
18.) New energy efficient windows for my house
19.) Central Heat and Air
20.) My hardwood floors to be re-finished
21.) For once New furniture.. Not second-hand unmatching pieces.
22.) New Shoes
23.) A spiral perm for my hair
24.) Good make-up and skin care products
25.) For Bill to no longer be in pain everyday
26.) To find the reason for this aching loneliness in my heart.

Why is it when you put numbers to paper they make perfect sense?

I mean, I figured our monthy Income versus the monthly outgoing and we should not be as broke as we always seem to be....

So..... I am working on a budget.... I am tired of never having money for emergencies, or un-forseen expenses, or money to buy things I sometimes have a hankering for.... So>>> if any of ya'll have any pointers I would greatly appreciate it. Also.... A thousand bucks would be nice to get out of the red and into the black so I can start fresh....Ha Ha... I know... wish in one hand and deficate in another and see which one fills up first....HA HA HA

For 5 days running I am the reigning Electronic Yatzhee Queen... Go me!!! I can never beat Bill at anything and for now I am winning.... Yeah!!!!

I have a new cat... He is part siamese and is 5 months old and I have coronated him as "Shadow"..... because for the first two days he hid in the shadows under my bed and he also was so nervous "shadows moved across his face" until he became aclimated to his new surroundings... He is a good kity and minds his manners and Uses his toilet like a good boy. He loves to sleep on my chest and gives me pious looks if I neglect to serve him his daily rationing of milk. His most favorite thing in the world to play with is a ball of aluminum foil.... Amazing.... Inexpensive and fun to watch.... He shedds like everything and has this incredibly soft fur and is goregous... I am in love...LOL....

I am still working overtime... trying to make it paycheck to paycheck all the while trying to enjoy life and find some meaning and inspiration out there...

Till we Meet Again...

Dance In the Silver Light of the Moon
Dance In the Illusions of old
Ponder upon the timeless stars
and Wish upon a dream....

Re'

SNOW MAGIC


We awoke Saturday morning to a blanket of beautiful snow and it snowed all day long. Unfortunatley most of it melted as it fell, but it beautiful and relaxing to spend the day with my family. Bill and I had a nice simple Valentine's Day and an even better night...TEEHEE TEEHEE..... I hope everyone had a great valentines and I will be posting again soon..... Bill has that twinkle in his eye... and I simply cannot resist.... MUAZ...

Re'

YIPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THE MAC IS BACK!!!!!!!!!

I received an email from the fleetwood mac mailling list confirming that Mac will be touring in the U.S. again and will be in Dallas, Tx June 16th.... I soooooooooooo wanna be there....

My good friend, Allen, wrote a poem about me recently after a he and I had gone a a grocery shopping excursion and we listened to my most favorite Stevie Songs... and of course I was totally into the songs, singing along and just "into" the whole vibe put off by the the songs... To make a long story short he wrote a poem about me that totally captured my spirit and I love the Poem.... I am sharing it with ya'll and hope you enjoy.....




Rene

Banishing the sun and greeting the moon.
Whispering to trees on sunny days.
Where fields of green swayed like ocean
waves in the wind.
Talking to stars on cold winter nights.
Stars that winked like they were in on the joke.
Animals howled and the hail always drops.
Wishes are cast and dreams never lost.
Raised arms and hair that flowed freely.
Wide eyed dramatization perfected by maturity.
Never-ending smirk and humor behind
concrete facade.
Hee-haw laugher that warms my soul.
Blatant hatred of other peoples' perception.
Yearning for knowledge and truth and
kindred connectedness.
My own personal sister of the moon.
Dancing freely.
Naked. Mightily aware. Joyfully repenting. Beautiful.
Sister of the moon.